Got an interview coming up. I'm already making my mind up that I'm not a favourite and therefore I'm not going to get it. Got to take a portfolio of my work. Spent the whole of yesterday evening obsessing about what I hate about my current job and I know I just need to let it go and just trust that the universe will deliver. If I don't get the job, I'll be gutted, no two ways about it. I need to change the way I look at it. If I focus my intention gently on getting this job then I will get it and stop saying that I can't and start saying that I can.

Fucking pissed off today. Trying to let go. Felt forced to do something in order to look "nice". Pile of shit.