Monkey shocks priest

The last time I went to confession was just over a year ago. It was a one on one, no booths and screens. So I told the priest that when I was 13 I voiced a wish that my brother and dad were dead and the next day my dad did die. I felt shame at being so mean, but I didn't view his death as my fault or that my words had anything to do with it. Coincidence and nothing more, but the look of shock on the priest's face! Holy moly, I don't think I've got a place in heaven.