Masks

The mask is coming off at work. There are things I just don't have the stomach to put up with anymore. Some colleagues dealt with a minor issue behind my back and didn't have the manners to speak to me about it and I said I was pissed off about it. What they wanted was fine, but the way it was done, boy if they were on the receiving end of the behaviour, we wouldn't hear the end of it. They were pissed off that I said something. Probably shocked that I wasn't a ghost. The woman who sits opposite me disapproves of people arguing or making a fuss in public. That bothers me as I want her to like me, but she'll never like me. She'll learn to deal. Writing that is depressing. It's such a catch 22. The distinct vibe I get off her most of the time is of tolerance. She said something today that was ignorant and I became defensive and I wondered why and it's because I want her to like me. God how pathetic.

Doing my 'ead in

Work is doing my 'ead in!! Took a day off at the top of the bank holiday weekend last Friday, back at work on Wednesday this week but by 10am today I was so worn down by the miserable sods that I booked the day off tomorrow. I just couldn't face them again. It really felt that bad! LOL Don't get me wrong, they're not horrible people, I'm just really over sensitive at the moment and don't have any compassion or patience for the games people play. Masks. Everyone is really prickly. I never know what I'm going to get. My line manager is a weirdo. His assistant is sad and acts like a little girl, but doesn't want to. Does that make sense? One of the secretaries can be so hostile and angry that it's pure comedy and I find it hilarious but sometimes it just becomes plain tiresome. The govenor is ok but can turn into a petulant school boy when he's tired. Must tell him to f off one day.